My mom only had one eye. I hated her… She was
such an embarrassment. She cooked for students and teachers to support the
family.
There was this one day during elementary
school where my mom came to say hello to me. I was so embarrassed.
How could she do this to me? I ignored her, threw
her a hateful look and ran out. The next day at school one of my classmates
said, “EEEE, your mom only has one eye!”
I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my
mom to just disappear. I confronted her that day and said, “If you’re only
gonna make me a laughing stock, why don’t you just die?”
My mom did not respond… I didn’t even stop to
think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger. I was
oblivious to her feelings.
I wanted out of that house, and have
nothing to do with her. So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to
study.
Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own.
I had kids of my own. I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts. Then
one day, my Mother came to visit me. She hadn’t seen me in years and she didn’t
even meet her grandchildren.
When she stood by the door, my children laughed
at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited. I screamed at her, “How
dare you come to my house and scare my children! GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!”
And to this, my mother quietly answered, “Oh, I’m
so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address.” – and she disappeared out of
sight.
One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came
to my house. So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip. After
the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.
My neighbors said that she died. I did not shed a
single tear. They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.
“My dearest son,
I think of you all the time. I’m sorry that I
came to your house and scared your children.
I was so glad when I heard you were coming
for the reunion. But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you. I’m
sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.
You see……..when you were very little, you got
into an accident, and lost your eye. As a mother, I couldn’t stand watching you
having to grow up with one eye. So I gave you mine.
I was so proud of my son who was seeing a
whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.
With all my love to you,
Your mother.”
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